This isn't fair.

I want to be at home with my babies.  Everyone else gets to hold them and feed them, and I get to sit here and miss them on top of worrying that they are going to forget who I am.  This just isn't fair.  I want to get better so I can go home and be with them.  But I am very grateful for everyone who has chipped in and helped out.  I can't imagine being here and being worried about them.  At least I feel good about how they are taken care of.